Monday, May 25, 2009

Wandering and Wondering

Let's see...I'm doing short semester now. So far my workload hasn't been too bad, so I'm filling up my time by catching up on some reading. To a certain extent, this has been making my mind and soul wander about for a bit, to grey destinations I cannot yet name. But I think I'm already seeing some results from these wanderings...

The past few years that I've spent as an IIU student has been some of the best of my life. I have unreservedly welcomed what happiness and unhappiness life would gently slip into me. And in between these two opposites, there were moments when I thought that I had found myself. I think I've lost these moments, and I'm not sure where to find them.

I think I would also mention that I've also been doing some physical wandering, around campus. And I just have to keep wandering, spiritually and physically, until I find something. Maybe this searching itself is supposed to be my life, and yet again maybe I'm supposed to find something and go forth from there. We'll see.